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أجمل حاجة و اجمل أحساس بحس بيه لما بتاخديني في حضنك ساعتها بس بحس اني لي وجود و اني احيا و أتنفس و أعيش ,حبيبتي أنتي بس التي تستحقني و تستحق حبي و أنتي بس اللي اقدر احبها
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At 5/02/2006 09:11:00 AM,
someone like you said…
I am sure the day will come when you two will be together. Just with patience and hope. Don't listen to those who try to 'heal' you. As you mentioned in a previous comment, this is not an illness to be cured of, but rather a way of life.
At 5/02/2006 01:02:00 PM,
new kid in the block said…
hi It is hard to be in love and it is hard to be in impossible love whatever the reason why this love is impossible I might disagree with you in many thing you wrote in your blog but I cant just reject you because you are in love but always rememebr that acts counts but thoughts doesnt and you can always keep Allah in yur side if you ket your love only in your heart and not translate it inot atction may GOD help you he has his way of doing so just believe that he love all human the same
At 5/02/2006 02:39:00 PM,
emraamethlya said…
hey new kid in block
seems u r a real philosophe , i liked so much what u wrote it makes me think about thoughts i had before now early when i discovered myself ,i liked ur blog too
At 5/02/2006 03:34:00 PM,
Chiquitita said…
hmm what new kid said just cofuses me... :( i've been always in this "feelings but NOT action" land...and it's always been so hurting...
At 5/03/2006 03:31:00 AM,
أحمد said…
انا بحب الكتابة بالشكل دا
افضل من محاولة الدخول في نقاش سخيف عن المثلية في الاسلام
و المثلية في الحمام
و الكلام الفارغ دا
At 5/04/2006 04:21:00 PM,
Anonymous said…
لا حول ولا قوة الا بالله
شوفي يا مثلية
ربنا عادل
لا يمكن ذنب مكروة عند ربنا زي ذنب السحاق يكون حاجة خارجة عن ارادتك
بس كدة
At 5/07/2006 02:34:00 PM,
emraamethlya said…
يا سيد "مجهول" لا حول ولا قوة ظالا بالله لانك لا تعلم و لا تعرف و ربنا بس هو اللي عارف و كمان اللي إيده في المية مش زي اللي أيده في النار
At 5/08/2006 02:44:00 AM,
a girl said…
hey!i am sorry to say that ia m totaly agint lisbianism but if it is ur choice then go ahead u make ur bed and u slee on it.
i think u r very smart and i like the way u write it is so deep and meaningful. any way i don't think u have to make it adjust to islam just accept ur chice and live it. if u truly care for islam then i am sure ur attitude wud be tottaly on th eother side any way, i respect ur spirte and passion.
At 5/08/2006 02:45:00 AM,
a girl said…
hey!i am sorry to say that ia m totaly agint lisbianism but if it is ur choice then go ahead u make ur bed and u slee on it.
i think u r very smart and i like the way u write it is so deep and meaningful. any way i don't think u have to make it adjust to islam just accept ur chice and live it. if u truly care for islam then i am sure ur attitude wud be tottaly on th eother side any way, i respect ur spirte and passion.
At 5/09/2006 01:30:00 PM,
Anonymous said…
والله يا مثلية انا مبقلش حاجة من عندي
اقري عن المثلية وقوم لوط وانتي تعرفي
وانا في الاخر مليش دعوة انا بقول اللي اعرفة وربنا الهادي
At 5/31/2006 04:39:00 PM,
Lava said…
عبَثاً ما أكتُب يا سيدتي ..
إحساسي أكبر من لغتي ..
وشعوري نحوك يتخطى..
صوتي .. يتخطى حنجرتي ..
عبثاً ما أكتب مادامت ..
كلماتي أوسع من شفتي ..
أكرهها كل كتاباتي ..
مشكلتي .. أنكِ .. مشكلتي ..
نزار قباني
At 7/12/2006 12:17:00 PM,
Anonymous said…
que Dieu te maudissent, C'est tout ce que j'ai à te dire.
At 8/12/2006 02:45:00 PM,
Anonymous said…
I believe that people are different and so their opinions thoughts and believes… But this difference doesn’t give the right to anybody to judge the other because you are not safe from the people’s judgments too, because no one from us doesn’t mistake. So, because of that I usually let people in peace and so the open people do that why people who judge the people who are attracted to the same sex should let us in peace too, because they have no idea about the struggles that we daily suffer from and the fight that we cause to our selves because of our atmosphere including the religion, the traditions and the society because when we need to talk about our inner feelings we don’t need your stupid comments to waste our precious time and to spoil or opportunity to shout our secret world and to hurt our sensible feelings; we’ve got enough by the blame that we take everyday from our society and the guilt that goes after us which we are innocent of, we was born on this way, it’s hard when you find your self that you have to change your self because it’s who you are, it’s bad when you abandon your self as the society does. You must have some problems too because no body is safe from any problem and so the problems are different from one person to another depending on the atmosphere that surrounds you ( it can be drogues, stealing, laying, or sex addiction…), but as an open girl I give no right to my self to judge anyone of you but I may advice you if I can, I do this not because I support some body but because whenever I find a different new situation, I don’t blame or hurt somebody’s feelings, but before mistaking in somebody’s rights I suppose it might be my destiny to be in somebody’s place, then I imagine that someone says the words or the opinion that I would say, and then I know and feel how hard and stupid my judgment would be.
You should remember that God creates many kinds of people, and even though sometimes we get tough test from our God but we should thank IT and remember that as much as we take, and be patient, we can get better situation in the paradise.
But to say my own opinion about this subject, I think that lesbian or gay people as they grow up they face some strange feelings that are weird to recognize and hard to deny, things are making many wonders that don’t let them sleep… So the answer is that they find themselves that they were born to like and be attracted to same sex without the ability to answer the big “WHY?” But because we the Arab Muslim people we have to look for a way how to live in this atmosphere that urges us to leave our feelings emotions desires and thoughts behind , so what can we do?
By the way I don’t consider my self as a lesbian, but I am one of the people who sometimes get attracted to girls like me, and I don’t think I may find problems when I’ll marry. But I think that if we can’t find a safe and relaxing way to live, we should look for our relaxation, benefit of our selves,_ baby, the writer of this diaries_, I know how you feel but I could find my way which was that I taught my self how to accept a man by looking only at the positive things not the negative ones, then if you find your chance to love a girl and have a relation ship don’t turn your back but deal with that and try to compare the pleasure of being with a women and the pleasure of being a mother, and then a grandma it will be sweet when you’ll have a kind hearted husband who takes care of you and your children, who protects you and crown your indignity as a women and who take your responsibility in front of our God. So live your life as you desire but realize that the nature may take some pleasure within its bad times.
If you want to connect with me here is my e-mail address to you and to those who agree with me: smile-back87@hotmail.com
At 8/12/2006 02:46:00 PM,
Anonymous said…
I believe that people are different and so their opinions thoughts and believes… But this difference doesn’t give the right to anybody to judge the other because you are not safe from the people’s judgments too, because no one from us doesn’t mistake. So, because of that I usually let people in peace and so the open people do that why people who judge the people who are attracted to the same sex should let us in peace too, because they have no idea about the struggles that we daily suffer from and the fight that we cause to our selves because of our atmosphere including the religion, the traditions and the society because when we need to talk about our inner feelings we don’t need your stupid comments to waste our precious time and to spoil or opportunity to shout our secret world and to hurt our sensible feelings; we’ve got enough by the blame that we take everyday from our society and the guilt that goes after us which we are innocent of, we was born on this way, it’s hard when you find your self that you have to change your self because it’s who you are, it’s bad when you abandon your self as the society does. You must have some problems too because no body is safe from any problem and so the problems are different from one person to another depending on the atmosphere that surrounds you ( it can be drogues, stealing, laying, or sex addiction…), but as an open girl I give no right to my self to judge anyone of you but I may advice you if I can, I do this not because I support some body but because whenever I find a different new situation, I don’t blame or hurt somebody’s feelings, but before mistaking in somebody’s rights I suppose it might be my destiny to be in somebody’s place, then I imagine that someone says the words or the opinion that I would say, and then I know and feel how hard and stupid my judgment would be.
You should remember that God creates many kinds of people, and even though sometimes we get tough test from our God but we should thank IT and remember that as much as we take, and be patient, we can get better situation in the paradise.
But to say my own opinion about this subject, I think that lesbian or gay people as they grow up they face some strange feelings that are weird to recognize and hard to deny, things are making many wonders that don’t let them sleep… So the answer is that they find themselves that they were born to like and be attracted to same sex without the ability to answer the big “WHY?” But because we the Arab Muslim people we have to look for a way how to live in this atmosphere that urges us to leave our feelings emotions desires and thoughts behind , so what can we do?
By the way I don’t consider my self as a lesbian, but I am one of the people who sometimes get attracted to girls like me, and I don’t think I may find problems when I’ll marry. But I think that if we can’t find a safe and relaxing way to live, we should look for our relaxation, benefit of our selves,_ baby, the writer of this diaries_, I know how you feel but I could find my way which was that I taught my self how to accept a man by looking only at the positive things not the negative ones, then if you find your chance to love a girl and have a relation ship don’t turn your back but deal with that and try to compare the pleasure of being with a women and the pleasure of being a mother, and then a grandma it will be sweet when you’ll have a kind hearted husband who takes care of you and your children, who protects you and crown your indignity as a women and who take your responsibility in front of our God. So live your life as you desire but realize that the nature may take some pleasure within its bad times.
If you want to connect with me here is my e-mail address to you and to those who agree with me: smile-back87@hotmail.com
At 8/12/2006 02:48:00 PM,
المتفهمة said…
I believe that people are different and so their opinions thoughts and believes… But this difference doesn’t give the right to anybody to judge the other because you are not safe from the people’s judgments too, because no one from us doesn’t mistake. So, because of that I usually let people in peace and so the open people do that why people who judge the people who are attracted to the same sex should let us in peace too, because they have no idea about the struggles that we daily suffer from and the fight that we cause to our selves because of our atmosphere including the religion, the traditions and the society because when we need to talk about our inner feelings we don’t need your stupid comments to waste our precious time and to spoil or opportunity to shout our secret world and to hurt our sensible feelings; we’ve got enough by the blame that we take everyday from our society and the guilt that goes after us which we are innocent of, we was born on this way, it’s hard when you find your self that you have to change your self because it’s who you are, it’s bad when you abandon your self as the society does. You must have some problems too because no body is safe from any problem and so the problems are different from one person to another depending on the atmosphere that surrounds you ( it can be drogues, stealing, laying, or sex addiction…), but as an open girl I give no right to my self to judge anyone of you but I may advice you if I can, I do this not because I support some body but because whenever I find a different new situation, I don’t blame or hurt somebody’s feelings, but before mistaking in somebody’s rights I suppose it might be my destiny to be in somebody’s place, then I imagine that someone says the words or the opinion that I would say, and then I know and feel how hard and stupid my judgment would be.
You should remember that God creates many kinds of people, and even though sometimes we get tough test from our God but we should thank IT and remember that as much as we take, and be patient, we can get better situation in the paradise.
But to say my own opinion about this subject, I think that lesbian or gay people as they grow up they face some strange feelings that are weird to recognize and hard to deny, things are making many wonders that don’t let them sleep… So the answer is that they find themselves that they were born to like and be attracted to same sex without the ability to answer the big “WHY?” But because we the Arab Muslim people we have to look for a way how to live in this atmosphere that urges us to leave our feelings emotions desires and thoughts behind , so what can we do?
By the way I don’t consider my self as a lesbian, but I am one of the people who sometimes get attracted to girls like me, and I don’t think I may find problems when I’ll marry. But I think that if we can’t find a safe and relaxing way to live, we should look for our relaxation, benefit of our selves,_ baby, the writer of this diaries_, I know how you feel but I could find my way which was that I taught my self how to accept a man by looking only at the positive things not the negative ones, then if you find your chance to love a girl and have a relation ship don’t turn your back but deal with that and try to compare the pleasure of being with a women and the pleasure of being a mother, and then a grandma it will be sweet when you’ll have a kind hearted husband who takes care of you and your children, who protects you and crown your indignity as a women and who take your responsibility in front of our God. So live your life as you desire but realize that the nature may take some pleasure within its bad times.
If you want to connect with me here is my e-mail address to you and to those who agree with me: smile-back87@hotmail.com
سوف أكون جد مسرورة لو تعرفت عليكن
المتفهمة
At 9/08/2006 12:02:00 PM,
memo said…
عزيزتي لا احد يستطيع ان يفهمك الا من يحس بك ويعيش نفس الحالة0000
انا مثلك تماما وخلقت هكذا اي مثلية
At 9/17/2006 10:45:00 AM,
Anonymous said…
أنا كسي مرة نقح عليّ
أدلك أبعبص مرة و مية
رجالة و غشاء ... صعبة شوية
أشوف واحدة تنيكني و أقول مثلية
ههههههههه
أنا مش زعلان منك ... بس هي القافية بنت الكلب دي
At 9/19/2006 04:32:00 AM,
Anonymous said…
شايفين يا ناس قد ايه الشواذ راقيين و مؤدبين (حسبي الله ونعم الوكيل!!!!!!):
يقول لها: أختي الكريمة إمرأة مثلية
أتمنى لك حياة سعيدة
و أتمنى لك التوفق و السداد
أستاذتي الكريمة
أنت من شجعني ، أنت لوحدك أن أنشر مذكراتي على الشبكة
يوميات رجل مثلي
http://www.gayofsun.blogspot.com
أرجوك أن تدعميني بنصحك و إرشاداتك
و يا ريت تضعي لي لينك في مدونتك الكريمة
و أنا سافعل المثل
أتمنى لك حياة كريمة
أخوك فلان
qol laha f akher il resala: "yours Homosexually, Folan il Folani" Hahaha
At 9/19/2006 11:06:00 AM,
Anonymous said…
يوميات امرأة شرموطة دى وللا ايه؟؟؟ أيه دا ؟؟؟؟؟؟
At 9/19/2006 12:47:00 PM,
Anonymous said…
aaah.. hehehe... ana sharmoota min masr momkin ataraf ala sharmota tanya min sorya hehe
At 9/20/2006 10:21:00 AM,
Anonymous said…
الله يلعنك يا كلبة لو لم تتوقفي عن وساخات نفسيتك الشيطانية ربنا ما خلقش حد وسخ أنما انت اللي شطانك شاطر واهلك ماربوكيش
At 9/25/2006 03:19:00 AM,
fag-buster said…
she's nothing, guys.. she is NOTHING
At 9/26/2006 02:53:00 AM,
Anonymous said…
جاي أف سان
صليت التراويح يا كس أمك؟؟؟
9/25/2006 02:06:12 PM
Anonymous said...
Gay of Sun ya 7abeebommak.. don't worry about them.. they r all ignorant people.. Keep working on your new "religion" of Islam + Christianity + Judaism + your ass (teezak) = happiness for all homosexuals in the world!!!
9/25/2006 02:08:37 PM
Anonymous said...
يعني عنجد من الشعب العربي ما بيتوقع غير هالتفاهات
يا اللي بيكتبو التعاليق هادي ممكن أعرف شو جابكن ع المدونات اللي بيكتبو فيها المثليين؟
طيب لو كان بينكتب فيها قصص جنس من اللي عمالين بتدورو عليها كنتو كتبتو هالتعليقات ولا شكرتو من الموقع؟
هاد تخلف وانحطاط من كل واحد منكم واللي مش عاجبو ما بقى يدخل هالمواقع
أكيد حتكتبو كلام بذئ علي متل اللي بتكتبوه كل مرة بس مين حيتأثر .. أكيد مش نحنا
انطحوا راسكن بالحيطان
9/26/2006 01:39:26 AM
Anonymous said...
لا احد له الحق في منعك عن مثليتك ولكن الاعتراض هما هو مجاهرتك بذلك
فإذا كانت المثلية امر لا تستطيع الخلاص منه وان ذلك ليس باختيارك فنشر افكارك المثلية يتم بإختيارك وتستطيع المتناع عنه
سلام
adi wa7id tani beyefham ya kossommak shoof qal eh??
9/26/2006 01:46:10 AM
Anonymous said...
الي الجحيم يا خولات العرب
9/26/2006 01:47:46 AM
Anonymous said...
لا يمتنع ازاي؟؟ ابن الوسخه بيحلم ينشر ديانته الجديده في الأمه العربيه هههههه وعلي رأى الأخ اللي بيكتب انجليزي ههههههه شوية اسلام زائد شوية مسيحيه زائد شوية شذوذ و خولنه تبفي الحكايه فل ههههههههههه
9/26/2006 02:35:45 AM
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ana aret kter mn el posts bta3tek w a3'lab rdod el nas. w la7ezt 7aga.
feh e7tmalen, el e7tmal el awal en el blog da feh kalam mesh 7a2e2y la2en sa7bet el blog {da ma3a el efterad enaha fe3lan set be 3enha mesh group loh hadaf mo3ayan} kol elly bte3meloh enaha betkarar kaza post adem 3andaha kol fatra {just copy here paste there} evey now and then.
ya3ny bta3 10 or 15 posts w yemken 2a2al gahzen beyetkararo tol el shohor de... enty aw ento 3ayzen eh bezabt mennena
ama fel 7ala el tanya w da she2 mostab3ad {en ykon kalamek da 7a2e2y ra3'm tekraro} fa mesh kol el regala bel sora el saye2a de bal bel3aks kol ragel me7tag le om w fe kalam sme3to zaman en el ragel bey3esh 7ayato fe 7odn omo w ba3d keda lama yekbar w ytgawez yetne2el le7odn mrato.. w tob2a deh omo el gededa w tob2a om t7en 3alaya w 7abeba a7ebaha w sa7eb ashkelo hamy w sadek asek feh w zoga te7mel esmy w traby 3yaly w shreka a3esh 7ayaty kolaha m3aha w tob2a kol 7aga leya fel donya w nob2a sanad le ba3d...
eh ra2yek fel kalam dah???
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look dear ,, i never blame others for their feelings nor their behaviour ,,,when others do right i admire them ,,when they do wrong i pray to god to help them ,,,but i never blame ,,all human affairs inspire in my heart only two feelings either admiration or pity ,i understand ur situation on the emotional level ,,,in other words i understand that u desire that or wish it ,,and till here i think god ll never punish u ,,we can never control our feelings but we may control our behaviour ,,so if u r seeking advice ,,i really advise u to try to control ur behaviour and forget abt the feelings which is beyond control ,,,and i rarely advise people to do right or wrong in general ,,but i did so cos i really felt that deepinside u u cared abt 7alal and 7aram which was so obvious from ur search ,,this is from the religious point ,,,but if we talk from a human point of view ,,i feel u r so human and ur feelings r uncontrolled so never blame urself that u desire a lady untill it doesn t pass the limit of just desiring and feelings,,,and i fellt from ur words that ur desires r so human and that u care abt the mental ..emotional ,,and spiritual communication ,,so leave in peace with urself u r so human ,,,just if u really care abt god as i noticed let it be just feelings ,,god helps u and help all of us ,,and to all others who r blaming her blindly ,,may be u don t ve the same mistake or test ,,but for sure u have other mistakes and tests from god so try all of u to be a bit tolerant ,,as u ,,her and me all of us need god to be tolerant with us ,,, sherry bahi
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